This Dance Is My Own

A certain voice has risen from the depths of my soul. I don’t know why I didn’t come into this moment soldiering through my fears and rising, again, a pure essence of the divinity I AM in this moment. I heard him watching me as I danced. I even saw his eyes. They looked compelled to enter the Mystery yet they stayed distant with the fog. No one shares the same experience. A known fact. A Truth left untold. Many believe that bliss follows the bliss of another. This is a false identity. No one can experience the same moment although they might be in the same time of space, their occupied space in “time” is meant for their perfection, not another. There are elements of Truth that arise amongst the whole that resonate on a Universal level but ultimately, we are having a personal experience of our own Spiritual Nature in this momentous element of “time” we have created within our own understanding. There are times that I have opened my heart and body to those around me, knowing “for sure” they could feel me, know me, love me the way I have opened up to them, in that moment. And then an immediate recognition of differentiation takes place. They are not in the same “space” in time that I have entered. I have opened my heart, my mind, my essence to their being yet , to them, something is lacking.

What was missing? As I reflect on the Truth that inhabits each moment, each being, each paradoxical offspring of thoughts inhabited through the many living Spirits that co-habitate on this planet, I realize that we are, indeed, mirrors but in no way are exact replicas of another. We share DNA traits, cultural traditions, societal standards, heriditary defaults, but in NO WAY are we EXACTLY the same in Spirit. What my Spirit possesses is a means of getting closer to the Truth of my own existence in this life time. Someone else might share insightful moments that integrate with my own, but never can they amount to the transformational energy that has made my life exactly what it is, today. To each it’s own. And that is the Truth. And yet we live amongst each other and sometimes within the field of each others existence and so we learn to adapt and grow and fuse new understanding(s) under the bridge of influence we subjugate ourselves with.
When I dance, I dance as if no one is watching and at the same time, I dance like the world is a stage. It is a symbiotic approach to me. It is all and the same. It is inclusive. Nothing exceeds the other. There is maturation in the process of discovery.
I have seen myself in this dance. This uncovering, this recovery, this discovery of who I AM in each moment I turn my hips to another tune, I move my neck toward the sky, I open my lips to the rain and drench my cheeks in the atmosphere of which I dwell, outwardly, inward. There is no difference, yet in this indifference is the complexity of union that exists throughout the whole of mankind. I am a part of this cycle. I am a part of this union of minds, hearts, souls and Spirits unmanifest in the realization of many. But I am also a part of the future. I am a part of the Dream. I am a part of the reality that knows that nothing matters but the here, the now and the present state of being that has me saying YES! to all that exists in life. And I have faith. I trust the Universe. I trust my Self. I trust the encompassing divinity of Nature that holds me closer and closer to the Truth that I AM ALL THAT EXISTS AROUND (AND WITHIN) my own Core Being. Love has no borders. This is where I stand, right here, right now.
8/31/11

Reality is who we are, what we believe, how we create

The reality is that there is nothing that “needs” to be done. We think we are here to actually commit ourselves to “doing” something. We think we are here to “be” something we may never have imagined before our conceptual understanding came into existence. We feel our feelings, sense our being-ness and move forward with a structured adherence to our own self-created reality. But the Truth lies beneath the surface layers of what our beliefs are, what we have created as a self-proprietary reality based on illusion. We possess, attach to, manipulate, hold tight to all that we “think” we need, earn, love, feel, “worked for,” deserve, etc. We believe a lie. We adhere to a dream. We call to the opposite of love even though we claim it as the very essence of our desire. What is it we truly desire? What is it we merge with in our sleep that calls us to enter the silence of our creation? What is it that wakes us from the slumber of our tumultuous existence we continue to spiral in – oblivious yet “knowing”?
This is THE time to wake up! This is THE time to adhere to our inherent calling of who we have been from the beginning of our merger into this sphere of relativity. Who we are is not defined by social norms or cultural ideals of life. Who we ARE is the breath that calls us back to ourselves. ..the inner source of our pain that lets us know that “something is not right;” “something is calling me back to an inner state of being that exists beyond this reality;” “something is leading me ‘home’ to my true birthright, my spiritual inheritance of an identity beyond the concept of form; to a place that exists where time is immeasurable and love is an energetic source of resonance beyond attachment.” There is nothing to hold onto. Nothing to let go of. Nothing to “be” a part from our true divinity that we see when we look deeper into the mirror of Self that has everything to do with self-revelation – not self-manipulation. It is beyond makeup, beyond perception, beyond identity, beyond form, beyond contrived situations we create as a frictional interpretation for simplicity. Kiss the wind tonight. Blow into the candle knowing that you ignite the flame with your breath, the same. Take a moment to contemplate the struggle that makes your imagination flow stronger than the words you leak without meaning. Remember that it is better to say nothing at all – then to speak without the voice of wisdom to guide the words. Remember that we are all on the same journey and whatever we do in this world is a reciprocal moment of the next. We create our patterns that kill and, ultimately, heal. We bring joy and sorrow. We bridge a gap that we placed before our very eyes. We see with illusion and clarity. We are a dualistic shamanic entity – form and formless – birthing the bliss and sovereignty of our generational longing. Tell me what you long for, my friend. For I long the same. And I speak to you, now, with the voice of many screaming from my lungs. Love is the answer. Non-attachment is the key. Let go of what you possess, what you cling to. Let go of your identity, your “you” that you think you are. Let go and find yourself in me, in your surroundings, in the heart of the many and you will see that your eyes were only closed for the temporary “need” to understand that everything exists in the eyes of the beholder. Behold Truth and thus you reflect that Truth with others. Love is bliss.
8/21/11

Emerge A Butterfly

In the distant silence is the truth that calls your name. In this moment where rest is an epiphany of discovery in a chaotic world, there is a resonance of heart. You will hear the many and their yearnings for something different. You will be a part of the necessary changes in the heart of the world and will discover your own inner resources at your Will. There will be bliss in every form of what discovery means to you. You will find harmony in your Being so nothing will be taken out of context, nothing lost, only personal empowerment gained from the inherent knowledge pouring through your veins, ringing through your ears, speaking tongues from the words that travel through your core. You will share the message of Love in all that you do and in that message you will also find the Truth of your own purpose, the “YOU” that is beyond who YOU thought you were. At this point, however, you will not be attached to those conditions of the mind. You will be open and heart-felt in the way you live, interact with all of life and will manifest your reality based on the understanding that life, itself, is beyond such a limited concept of “understanding” all together. Attachment is not in your vocabulary. Love is your passion stemming from an inner need to share the wisdom of the Universe at your side, within your Being, and a part of the daily “walk” you live in a conscious way. Every part of your demeanor will be authenticated with a Truth that you can not deny. To deny this Truth is to deny your spiritual inheritance. To deny your spiritual inheritance is to deny who you are, beyond meaning. At some point, you will find that nothing works but the seemingly quiet moments of solitude. You will find that your peace lies in the inner world of your creative heart. Nothing will be True without the deep reflections of wisdom breathing through your lungs. Look within now. Find five minutes in your day to “re-member” your birthright, your Truth, and you will see the beauty that surrounds your very intention to connect to who you already are beyond these limited restrictions you have placed upon yourself on Earth. You are more than this. Know it. You are the blissful reflection of Spirit waiting to unveil the mask of eternity. Call on your Spirit Guides. Merge with your inner knowing. KNOW YOURSELF NOW. It is your time to “be”…the butterfly you are.